I honestly can say I love my job with all my heart ( Read more... )

 Currently I am sitting on my balcony staring at the stars ( Read more... )

I'm starting to realize that college is dumb. It teaches everyone to think and act a certain way. It teaches conformity. I really feel like I'm too smart for college at times just because I have a mind of my own. I don't want to do this busy work bull shit ( Read more... )

              Nate's been really depressed lately and I've been helping him through a lot of shit. I'm realizing that we were really always better off as friends. I feel like I was put in his life to help him figure out his faith. He's so confused about what he believes in and how God fits in. I really wish he could see how much God loves him. I ( Read more... )

Today was interesting. Or I guess I should say has been... since it's only four.

Happy Easter Everyone!

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ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? Becca Dinisman or Courtney
2. What is your weapon of choice? Poison.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Sean
6. What is your pet peeve? Grudges.. hate
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you ( Read more... )

Today was a day full of so many varying emotions ( Read more... )

Oh Build-a-bear:


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Meh.

 I saw my great grandmother at the nursing home last night.

I don't know why, but I couldn't handle being there. It upsets me to be surrounded by people who could literally die any day. And it upsets me to know my grammy's one of those people, and that all her friends at the home are as well.

Why is it that death in this sense freaks me out, but my ( Read more... )

Wow.  The social inadequacy I experienced last night just blew ( Read more... )