I went to read my "friends" page and found that the only entry on it was from Angie from right before she got on a plane to fly home... So I'm curious if everyone has taken me off their friends list or there havent been any updates in centuries or whats going on.. So Ill just assume that I can write more openly with out hesitation or worries about ( Read more... )

My AIM login is: Mjohnson096
My Yahoo Login is Michelle.Johnson096

So add me as a buddy and we can chat...

So, I believe my last entry was approximately 39 weeks ago or some bullshit.. Yes... I know.. WTF.. Well I would first like to tell you that the river swallowed my phone two days ago and I ordered a new phone online this evening so I should recieve it in 4-5 business days. I was getting off my bfs yaht/boat and boarding onto the dock and it was in ( Read more... )

Feelings that cant escape my mind have put me in the hospital again. I cant seem to shake certain feelings and the only happiness I find is synthetic aka pills. And those dont seem to work very well. I dont know what to do. I feel like its because i feel like a failure. I should have stayed in school instead I travel 6 hours a day to job I ( Read more... )

I am sorry that I don't respond to anyone's comments or update frequently. I rarely check my livejournal, I post blogs and use myspace these days. As silly as that may sound. You can add me as a friend using my email address : Michelle.Johnson096@gmail.com, if you want to. Or you can just email me. Either way works. My hospital bill was a lot ( Read more... )

I admitted myself to the psychiatric ward due to over whelming depression. I've been released but not before finding out I will be medicated my whole life for bi-polar/schizophrenia. So now you can all call legitimately insane or crazy ( Read more... )

AGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

My very dear friend and roommate, Fran, lost her beloved grandmother yesterday. She went peacefully but the grief still surrounds my friend. She is trying so very hard to be as strong as possible but I fear it may end up doing more harm than good. I don't know how to reach out to her and make her feel better, basically how to be her friend at a ( Read more... )

Days before my 21st birthday, my fiance and I found out I am pregnant. After the emotional roller coaster of "do we have the baby?" or "Do we have an abortion?" we decided to have our baby. I announced this very decision at the bar to Thomas, Jian, Keisa, Julio, and Odan when everyone was wondering why MICHELLE wasn't drinking. It is with great ( Read more... )

So my life couldn't get possibly worse and I am hoping a very extrememly kind person will do me the grandest of all favors and put me out my misery. If I attempt to kill myself, I would fail horribly and be stuck in an institution. Know anyone?