I have the ambition to make Kaishaku big, yes, I want to be on top of the industry, me and the guys. But I never really thought of anything to do with that power if I ever got it. Just now I woke up and MTV was on, cause the only way MTV is ever on near me is if I'm unconscious, and I watched it for a moment... A situation I turned my back on has ( Read more... )

As one or two of you know, lately when I become overwhelmed I just start writing/typing, letting it all out. Whatever comes to mind goes straight to my fingers, straight to the paper. Chris read one, and let a lot of other people read it, and it was uncomfortably popular. So I figured, ay, maybe I'm on to something, maybe these are actually pretty ( Read more... )

God, life is sweet.

Friday:

4:30 pm EST: Peggy informs that I'm working downstairs, alone, with only 28 people to take care of. The other guys are upstairs with upwards of two hundred, and making $2.50 less than me.

6:00 pm EST: I get bored and wander off. John and I sneak into the shop and make a bumper sticker that says "I <3 Hogan" and affix ( Read more... )

YouKillMePretty: eh..you'll get through this. after all you have gotten through alot of things. You are ande after all ( Read more... )

That wasn't good at all ( Read more... )

I wrote the second half of the lyrics to Killsong, and I like em a wicked lot. They're too angry and dramatic to stand on their own, but the premise of the song is me singing something nicer, wistful and naive, while Ken or Mike screams these new lyrics over me. I'm glad with how they came out,and I particularly like the very last stanza on the ( Read more... )

Look... Most of my friends are girls, and most of them know me considerably well. This is what I got to come home to today:

Seriously Ande, I love you...

HAHAH! There's another time it's been said and not meant...guess you get that alot huh?...soo fucking funny...the drama is amazing. Say what you want to because it doesn't hurt anymore. Believe ( Read more... )

Figured I'd come home to check my friend list, and see what the people I care about had to say. Care to look?

1. Erin's last entry ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. I got a wee bit tipsy on like half a bottle of Jack, god I love drinking. Not much to update on... I attempted to confront Mike today, he proceeded to shit his pants and stammer that he hadn't done anything. Right. But what was I gonna do, deck him? That had been my intent but when the time came, I just felt bad. He says he only ( Read more... )

To Erin ( Read more... )