It's monday again. Six days from Sunday, them it'll be Monday again. And then seven days from that, it'll be Monday, again. Here we go. A new week--no, another week. Tomorrow's Tuesday, and then Wednesday, Halloween. Another day closer to the next holiday. Another day closer to the weekend. And so it goes, around and around, and around.

How do I answer that? Never honestly. I either don't know how I am, or I don't want to get into it...or I just don't feel like telling that particular person. You don't understand how complicated that question is or you just don't care. I say all this but you'll be sure to here me ask "How are you?" next time I see you. Maybe I'll listen to the ( Read more... )

I'm sick. Of everything. Along with physicaly sick. My head's so fucking full of snot, It hurts to think. That felt good, I just sneezed. Shelly went to her room to "do something productive" I wish I could think of something worth...anything, to do, but I can't. I feel like the whiniest, brattiest, piece of useless shit in the world right now. I ( Read more... )

I'm home. Alone again. I had a really good time this weekend. Better than last year. I talked to the people I wanted to talk to and hungout with people I wanted to hangout with...for the most part. I only wish everyone had had a good time and I feel bad for not knowing how to help, or being to selfish to...I don't really know which, anyway, I'm ( Read more... )

"lonely tear drops...just say you will, say you will..." Kai and I are sitting here listening to oldies. We're packed and ready to go. I'm happy right now. Why? I don't know. Probably cuz I'm leaving ( Read more... )

that's where i wanna be. or anywhere, i don't care as long as i'm with someone.

i have a question for all you. have you ever been really content, ok with...everything? if so, when?

HELP! I need people here! I've been home alone for two hours and I'm already going crazy! I don't know what to do with myslef. Someone come over or call me.
I have to clean the house.

I am alone. For the first time in weeks. It's weird...I don't think I like it. I had so much fun the last couple weeks. I miss everyone. I really wanted to go back to Lucerne with them but The Shakespear festival will be amazing, I hope ( Read more... )

Hey, guess who's NOT coming home tomorrow? my sister! I'm so fucking...pissed, sad...I'm just being selfish, but...so! She's had two months in Europe, isn't that long enough? I hate being an only child, it sucks, you suck!

I'm at Shelly's (again) with Weener (again ( Read more... )