So unsteady nothing to lean on anymore. Everything around me is one huge big mess. That may be the joy of life, it may be my inability to have an undramatic existence. Nevertheless, the pain is real and the consequences are draining. I hate my heart so much for not being able to let go of things that are bad for me. I know how wrong it is to ( Read more... )

wow i totally forgot i had this! the myspace world has taken over..or maybe just had a large break from the net...lifes different without it ill tell you that. been such a rollercoaster of a year and its still going...well i say the same thing about every year but this year its a little different because it involved and involves real heart ache ew ( Read more... )

best idea you've had yet.

SO tired.

What do people do when they're tired and sleeping andmore coffee arent options?! help

I found this...thought it was funny ( Read more... )

Hello world ( Read more... )

Uni is quite fun ( Read more... )

argh not again.

is it a sign when bad things continue to happen? are these things supposed to be confirming my doubt? is the way out to end it all together? or are shit happenings just testing me? or are they nothing at all, im just incredibly unlucky? Its very unlikely but so was what happened to us. Certainty, where are you? luck, where are you?

I was inspired by understandnill's filling in the gaps post and I thought I should do the same ( Read more... )

spaces between us ( Read more... )