i'm changing journals. my new one will actually be written in more often, AND i'll begin to read and reply to journals again (now that I finally have my own computer) ... Katie, Paulsive, and others, please comment if you want to know my new LJ username/want me to add you on the new name. Only those that comment or contact me will be added/ ( Read more... )

Well. Much has changed. As it should ( Read more... )

In two weeks, i'm moving back to Slidell. Yep, with the parents. It's been fun*, Shreveport, but i'll see you later.

* horrible.

i'm listening to reckoning. enjoying it, 'cos it's as close to ani as i'll get for a while. it's too impractical for me to go to the show. my car is falling apart as it is, and I need it for work. need a new timing belt. oil change. + i'd be going by myself with no cell phone, and I'd rather not take the risk. that's alright. i'll see her one day ( Read more... )

looks like the show's still on! I'll be seeing Ani Difranco in five days. This makes me hot.

I can't seem to update my journal. Hmn. No desire ;x

Everything evolves. You see it in nature, most obviously, but socially and mentally, as well. I'm evolving daily. This i've seen since I made the decision to do something to get kicked out of my parents house, a rough and spontaneous choice but one that, in the end, was healthier for me. I see this as I keep a steady job, which I feel secure at. I ( Read more... )

Degree of mood change: 180° :) I had a talk with chris last night. Essentially, it was severing ties. The reason i'm happier, wholer, more peaceful is because those ties needed severing. I feel a burden has been lifted. Not him. His demons. His sins, they were attatched to me like burrs, permanently attatched due to the connection of our friendship ( Read more... )

So. Chris... Douche... whatever admitted that he'd been lying to me the past couple weeks. We'd made a commitment to one another (and to ourselves) that we'd remain drug free. I held to this commitment. He didn't. It's not so much that he got fucked up; when it comes down to that, it's irrelevant. Instead, he lied. Someone who can call himself my ( Read more... )

Today was interesting. Seems i've found something that could build into... well, something. Heh. His name's David. He's adorable. I feel hopeful.

Ani's looking at herself in the mirror. She's such a priss. Haha. <3 cats

This entry is short. Sleep will be lengthy.

'I sing what I wish I could say,' - a.d.

What is it about me that "straight" males find appealing? I keep getting the ones that are wanting to get with a guy, but stick with girls 90% of the other times. Hell, I had one chilling with me tonight who wants me and he's married and has a kid! (yet he's only twenty...) ... Sure, he's sexy as hell, but damnit. I've been single a year and am ( Read more... )