so its been over a year since i've written in this thing. i keep most of my thoughts on myspace or to myself, but i think i need a venue where only a select few see what i think, what i feel. so whats been goin on sincei last wrote? well here it is in short ( Read more... )

so... break was awesome.. and kinda sad ( Read more... )

So this semester's almost over.. insane. i can't believe that i'll be going home in three weeks. it feels unreal. I've been doin well in classes... really connected w/ some people (mainly jeremiah and chris) and distant with others (anna and devin and that whole crew). thats life i guess. been stressing a bit lately- have alot due, and alot's at ( Read more... )

so i finally have pics.. hellz yeah.


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last nite was kick ass i must say. other than being tired as hell from all the ROTC crap i did (Lab, dining in, Arnold Air), it was pretty tight. went to a ROTC buddy's party... had 3 shots of vodka, 2 of yager. and a cup of something mixed.. it was awesome.. didn't get drunk- just buzzed- which was niiiccccee.. yeah yeah.i know some dont' approve ( Read more... )

ugh... its been a Looooonnnnggggg week.. ROTC like rules my life on fridays.. kinda sucks the big one. had classes from 930-1230, then Lead Lab from 230-530. and then arnold air from 645-820(ish) so ididn't get home till 830. and then i went to say hi to some friends at an appt, and then hung out w/ Chris till 1ish. oh man. 'm sooooooo tired. i ( Read more... )

ok so i got over my little emo moment last week. went to Albuquerque and that was fun; met Anna's parents again. they're cool people. Today it's been a week since i've actually seen luke.. kinda bummed about that but 've gotten over that due to the fact that he's been busy w/ frat crap. ( i knew there was a reason why i said i'd stay away from frat ( Read more... )

I sat down and cried today. i think its the hardest i ever had in a long time... life just kinda hit me with a brick wall of homesickness. and it hurt. i didn't know what to do.. i didn't really know how to express it.. but i cried. and the one person i wanted to be there wasn't. i went to anna, and she was a bit of help. but its just... so hard. i ( Read more... )

Here are finally some pics of the dorm room ;-D


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hmm ok so this week's been interesting... my classes are cool, although two are a complete waste of time- 1 just being an easy A, the other-french- well, 'm not going to time to take it further after this semester so whatever.. yesterday royally stunk for the most part.. borrowed my friend Johns bike which broke on my way to class.. my first class ( Read more... )