Bah.. ok so lets get something straight. i don't want pity, sympathy, or anything of that nature. life's a bitch. i of all people know that. so just because i have a heart thing the last thing i want is pity/sympathy from other people. i'm not a freak. i'm not fragile. i don't want to be treated as such. i'm just simply pissed off at teh world. why ( Read more... )

ok so this kinda bites the big one.. Evan and i ended things tonight.... it was surprising that things ended so abruptly.. i was so surprised that after he left i just had to sit in my car and collect myself.. i'll admit, i cried a bit. you never really realize what you've had until you lose it- as the saying goes ( Read more... )

you know whats funny, is that i can say one thing about stacy and i get called names like "immature" and get yelled at. just goes to show. its ok. be mad. it doesn't matter to me anymore. it doesn't matter that you want me gone because i know you've wanted me gone for a long time and to be honest i've wanted to be gone for along time... whats ( Read more... )

You almost had me believing you.... almost ( Read more... )

so i've been thinking.... i made a lot of people pissed off lately. and for some of you, i'm sorry for it. and i've told you exactly how sorry i am...but i'm not commenting on that further ( Read more... )

Meagan 'n Erin = Tight.

Charlie's house + 2 marines (very hot btw) + Me, Meagan, Tina, Charlie, Christina, 'n Caitlin= UBER TIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

And this is why our group is dysfunctional. Let me just say that i'm pissed off right now. straight up. Ya'll are reading too much into what i say and are taking things the wrong way. and before you even ask what i meant, ya'll go on assuming things. just goes to show i'm not the only person who's bad at assumption ( Read more... )

Then: David, Dan, Andrew, Me, Meagan, and Scotty ( Read more... )

I think some of you who claim to be my friends are being hypocritical and two faced and all aroudn are just actin real f'ed up.. thats all i have to say.

third wheel.. that is my description in life. basically. it sucks knowing that no matter what i do or how hard i try i'll always be the perpetual third wheel. and it sucks... because you think you've gotten to bond with people, but then they go off and forget you or when you think that it'll be just you and who-ever time and they'll bring someone ( Read more... )