Where shall i begin? This has been a very long week but i must say i couldnt have it any other way:). As you all know bob came to visit me on friday and he left today ( Read more... )

so tomorrows the big day.. bobs coming!!! im really excited but i just wish like it was now yeah no? i hate waiting i get soo impatient but i have alot to do tomorrow b4 he comes so that'll helpw ith everything and all the stupid waiting... ive been working alot and finally got soem much needed new clothes which is good but i still need pants and ( Read more... )

well i havent exactly updated this in awhile.. ive been to lazy and too busy.. so umm i started smoking again... saturday night i went to a bbq at a family friends place and missed jaimes party but i ended up gettin drunk neways... there were to twin sisters from englad visiting wiht there dad and i hung out with them.. they were 14 but really ( Read more... )

so i havent written in here in awhile.. i think ive been just too busy... i have a job at What A Bagel in the frorest hill village... its pretty cool.. the people i work with are really nice except for the old ladies lol... i havent really done anything... i wanna get a guniea pig and i hopefully will next week on my day off... i also wanna go ( Read more... )

so today hasnt really been a great day, we found otu our exam marks today and it turns out that i failed chem which really sux cuz i cant do sumemr school since i have a job now so im not sure what im goin to do yet. But after that i went down town with Ana and Becca cuz iwanted to get my belly button pierced and i figured i was allowed to treat ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
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I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU

so today has been qutie a hectic day.. i got up at about 11 and had a shower and shit and came down staires.. my mom wasnt feeling well so i knew id be doin the laundry today... in total i will have done about 6 loads on laundry.. i started at like 12 and its now 515 and theres a load in the dryer and one in the wash and the rest and been done and ( Read more... )

FUCK CHEMISTRY

                                                                 Alone

a hearts beat is one of it's own

alone in an empty body

beating to the rythm of it's empty soul

keeping alive it's robotic shelter

trapped behind the cold walls

only it's beat for company

forever alone.

Last night for the first time in a long while i had a dream. It started off with me in Yorkdale or the underground.. dont memebr which one. I was waiting for my uncle. I turned around and saw this figure, tall, dark slicked back hair, in a dark business suit. He was standing tall comeing down the escalator. Though he looked nothign like my real ( Read more... )