Everyday we are forced with decisions, these decisions will ultimately, in one way or another, shape our future. But do we ever really understand the full extent of our decisions? As children we are told that all of our decisions will inevitably effect the lives of others around us, as we grow up we come to realize this is in fact true. When one ( Read more... )

so i havent written in here in awhile... i havent exactly been in the mood and sometimes i feel like ic ant write out my true feeligns so whats the point... ive had so amny things on my mind these days but i feel if i let them out their just gonna coemback to haunt me.. i think im goin to get a journal or osmethin where i can write down all my ( Read more... )

i havent really updated this in ahwile... alot has happened these past few weeks but i havent really been able to expess what i have been feeling... even now i find it hard to really explain what im feeling right now... i cant even finsih this entry...

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TOMORROW MY BABY COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. im sooo fukin excited.. this weeks been pretty decent i get to see my baby tomorrow and on 420 it was our one year... im really happy right now and i know that tomorrow imma be freakin out like mad:).. i cant wait... i just want it to be tomorrow at 4 so i can be at the airport seein the man i love oh soo ( Read more... )

whenever im really sad or upset i always wanna write out how i feel but when i actully get to doin it i never kno how to word the way im feeling... i wanna say all this shit but if i do i dont wanna deal with the reprecutions it oculd cause but you know what fuck it all ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Easter sunday... i had already eaten my easter shit lol on the friday and it wasnt really a special day for me... so i went out with Becca and Zi... we meet at 3 but i was early and while waitin for them to get there this black guy came up to me and tried to get me to buy some weed off him... i didnt have any money not that i would ( Read more... )

today sux... thsi morning REALLY sucked and im not gonna get into it but i got REALLY good news then 10 min later HORRIBLE news then a few min good news but i cant think about till its confirmed... im stuck in my house with no where to go no one to talk to and im actully starting to go crazy... IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL!!!!... i need to get out ( Read more... )

well todays not goin so well... i miss you baby ( Read more... )

i hate my mother.. shes soo fucked up... how is her fear of a tongue piercing MY problem... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. she pisses me off soooooooo much... why cant she just let me get it done its my body and my fuckin money.. let me do what the fuck i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im 16 almost 17 so who fucking cares...