antoher crappy weekend.. more pain.. more misery.. feels like it never ends these days.. oh and for then next week i get NO dairy to see if im lactose intolerant or not... yay for me.. fuk this man why does this shit happen to me... theres only 4 days till march break and i need to be there all 4 of those days... its just so hard when your in so ( Read more... )

things are just soo messed up lately.. nothing seems to be going right.. i try to do so much yet its always wrong... i try to make things easier for you but you say its not wrong.. when i tell you how i feel some how i still end up being yelled at.. if you love someone your not spossed to yell at them... i try for you yet its not enough sometimes ( Read more... )

im so tired of all of this.. the pain.. the yelling... the fights... life is spossed to be so amazing yet all this crap happens.. all the time

so.. lotsa crap has been goin on in my life.. some good.. lots bad... i think i'll start with the good ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well as you can tell by the time its about 330 am and i am awake... my life i hell... it sux and its partly my fault... i seem to do some stupid things sometimes... if ive done the thing ive never wanted to do i'll die... how is it that the worst things in life tend to sneak up on you like a fukin atomic bomb:(... i feel soo sick and now this...

well today i mde it half way to bloor... im improving!!.. lol... i thought i could make it but unfortunatly nope:(... i hate being sick.. it sux and my moms home so i cant even have a peacefull time alone while sick... i wanna feel better.. stupid tummy.. but i need to go to school and soon.. im ( Read more... )

i dont much like valentines day.. and this year i do have a valentine.. i just hate people feel like its the only day youreally have to show someone you care.. i hate how i wouldnt mind a lil something.. and i hate how guys dont get the hint.. and i dont like spelling it out... GAHHHHHHHHHHH.. stupid emotions always get in the way...

so today was a PD Day but i had to go up to the school because i need my accounting project since i wasnt at school yesterday to brign it home.. after that i met up with ana at st.clair and then we went down to bathurst to check out these stores and look for amulets... i bought 3 gems and a quartz crystal amulet... in this one store they have to ( Read more... )

so school today was kinda meh... chjems crappy and im doin soo bad in it.. i just need to pass.. in accounting i have this HUGE assignment i have to do this weekend but i'll get it done... lunch was meh... in hist i just chatted with ana which i havent done in ahwile.. but we got caught up.. then in eng were working on Macbeth and i ad a guidence ( Read more... )