so yeah this week has sucked SOOO much and its only wednesday... today in english i wanted to like kill meself.. if i had something sharp i think i woulda gone to the bathrrom and like cut myself.. i dunno why... i was just really upset with alot of things and english class made it worse... i have so much shit to do and i try to do it but then i ( Read more... )

okays so yeah last night i had this wack dream which makes no sence and i dont really get but was reall clear and shit... here it goes ( Read more... )

so yeah today went pretty well till on my fukin way home i fall down the god damn staires!!!!... at least nick was there to help me up... we couldnt stop laughin.. but it hurt like a mother fucking bitch!!!.. i like couldnt walk as we got on the subway!!!!.. then a fukin bathurst there was a delay at christie!!!(my fukin stop) and i was stuck ( Read more... )

just fucking great... i fucking hate sundays.... i hate that this always happens... i hate that i tried soo hard and it doesnt seem to matter... i hate that you cant see my side of things... i try so hard to make things perfect for you.. and when i try to tell you how i feel you flip... you may feel like shit... but when your hurtin dont you think ( Read more... )

okays soo yeah my moms being a tushie... i was like i want my tongue peirced.. shes like no.. im like why.. shes like i dont like them.. im like well i do.. shes like there dangerous.. im like no there not they heal the quickest and if you take it out the hole closes up within 24 hours.. shes like theres too much bacteria... im like no you rinse it ( Read more... )

what a great way to end the fucking weekend!!!!!

so yeah i have always spelt vaseline with an a like vasaline.. but today when i was looking at the container and realized it an E not an A.. the things you learn when you sick... now you prob wonder what the hell vaseline has to do with anything.. well my nose is now very dried out due to 3 days of kleenex use (OWEEEEEEEEEEEE)... so i have started ( Read more... )

wtf is wrong with my body... i get sick like every 2 weeks practically... how is that possible... i am SICK yet AGAIN.. i have not been to school in 2 days and yesterday my coop supervisor sent me home aft an hour cuz i was soo sick... lucky me... i hate being sick.. its not fair.. i wanna feel better.. i couldnt even go to work tonight cuz i was ( Read more... )

well if today in general wasnt such a fukin terrible day i think that it just got even fucking worse in the matter of like a couple hours... not only was i unable to go up to the cemetary today now im boyfriend is fucking mad at me and wont talk to me right now... it feels like everything ive done lately has been worng no matter what i do we just ( Read more... )

well yesterday was christmas... it was okay.. i got alot of things i wanted and i had fun at my cousins house.. he was actually able to cook dinner so that was quite surprising.. tho the one thing i truly wanted for christmas was not able to happen.. i miss you baby... its so hard being away from the ones you love most.. i worked 40 hours last week ( Read more... )