do you ever feel left out? like no one notices that your around? like people pretend to care but then just forget that your even there?.. its always the same thing over and over again.. things will start of great and then get really weird... it happens every single time no matter how differently i try... all i ever do is try but no matter what it ( Read more... )

okay so im kinda bored and yeah kinda feel like ramblin since i havent in awhile and it'll keep me busy for a while ( Read more... )

NO MORE EXAMS NO MORE SCHOOL... finally christmas break has started... i dont have to do nethin but work and chill.. tho i need to by presents.. hmmm... maybe friday early b4 it gets uber busy... but me happ cuz i dont have to see that school till january.. its about time...

okay its 248 am and im awake and i have a chem exam tomorrow at 9.. fuk.. i hate that i cant sleep... i went to be just after 10 and i think i got bout an hours sleep... im soooooooooooooo screwed if i cant fall asleep... and im soooooooooooo cold... i hate this... fuk

wow today was soooooooooooo not my day... i kept makin like sooooooo many mistakes at work and shit i swear they must all think im retarded... and then other shit.. and now stupid chem exam tomorrow which im prob kinda screwed for cu yeah i suck and havent studied much ( Read more... )

as i sit here now im all alone... when i really needed you to be here for me you walked away like it was nothing... i hadnt asked you for much and when i finally did i got turned down... no goodbye.. just a little msg sayin that you are no longer around... you probly think i just didnt want you to go.. that i dont want you to have time alone... ( Read more... )

today was me first day working at HMV.. i started my shift at 1030... the people theres are really nice everyone i met was extremly friendly and helpful... we had to reprice a bunch of CDs which took a REALLY long time to so.. like all day.. litteraly.. but it did make the time go very quickly... i got trained on cash round the middlw of the day ( Read more... )

fuck i hate this house ( Read more... )

last night was pretty crazy and i only stayed till like 1030 lol... i had alot o fun hangin out wit ppl i know i havent done it much this year but i will definatly do it more often ( Read more... )

okays so today i went to get my rook peireced and claire came wit me... i went to New Tribe.. those guys are really nice... it hurt a bit more then my tragus but it wasnt too bad.. i just hate the whole after care part but its definatly worth it... i LOVE it it looks soo good... then claire and i walked round and we went into sirens ( i love their ( Read more... )