More and more days I feel like I don't have so many friends to talk to about stupid stuff. But I have to realize what I want to tell them is just griping and groaning about stupid stuff and that I shouldn't have to waste time or energy talking about it. But I guess it would just be nice to. At the same time when I realize this I realize that I care ( Read more... )

so its been since sunday that i've had a real conversation with janice. and things obviously }e not the same between us. she's really avoiding me and i can't understand why. i have honestly made every effort to make things better between us and she wont reassure me that things are okay nore will she confirm that they are not. at first i was trying ( Read more... )

if someone has lied to you before, 99.9% of the time they're going to do it again. i dont care what anyone says, liars are selfish whores. cuz really, who benefits from the lie? surely not the person who's being lied to. i cant get over how the one person that i live for other than my son could lie. especially over something so stupid. so stupid. i ( Read more... )

Why do people lie? Why do people lie about things when they don't need to. When its not worth the trouble. Or when they could have listened or told the truth to begin with. I hate liars. Hate. I can tell you why people lie. To get out of trouble. Well why the fuck would you put yourself in that kinda predicament to begin with? One that you would ( Read more... )

me: so that day u lied and put TM in the pool even when I said he wasn't swimming. i didn't like that. and he has a fever. and is throwing up. thanks. you're a great aunt ( Read more... )

As I'm watching the news...I'm kinda of glad. Glad that a woman and a black man (well, half black) were in a political race. And that gay marriage is legal in California. I don't like how gay marriage opponents use God as the reason for their hatred. Its disgusting. But yes. I'm glad. That this, has happened during my generation. What sucks? Gas ( Read more... )

so sometimes i have one of those mildly depressive days. its like so much is going on in my head and then i feel tired and overwhelmed with everything. and i want the hubs to make it better but i know [he's just a boy]. i feel insignificant. fat and ugly. lazy. like my life is crap. all that i've worked for and toward really isn't good enough. i ( Read more... )

So I thought this year started off better than I hoped it would. With the announcement of my pregnancy to my parents on Dec 21, 2006, things were looking rough until about 3 days after that...Christmas eve I think it was. A discussion of a wedding and boom! February 27th was the magical day. Although it hadn't been what I wanted, I really can't ( Read more... )

As I posted before on Monday the 14th, I was hoping that TM would come soon and that my mucous plug had came out. Well ( Read more... )

SO yes I love my kid and think he is such a cutie. But have you ever heard the saying that "he has a face that only a mother could love"? It means the kid/person is ugly. My question is, when you see a picture or a baby for the first time, is the response always "he's cute" or something along those lines? Because what if he's not? I know that some ( Read more... )