I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately, which I guess isn't all that abnormal for me...I just thing it's funny that it's taken me 21 years to realize what a wonderful, beautiful person I am. I still have body issues, and there are things about me I'd love to change...but I think I've finally grown up enough to see myself for who I really am ( Read more... )

so I'm pretty sure I have a hairline fracture in my tail bone
and God Bless American for not letting me have health insurance
let alone afford it
I think I might take a trip to Canada
seriously

I almost killed myself today in an ice storm ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a long time, but today was a particularly shitty and long day and I feel the need to bitch about it. It started at 10 minutes to 11 when this asshole that I work with called in sick. Oh, sorry, HE didn't call in. His wife called for him...poor baby had a headache. He's had a headache at least 3 times a week since he started. He ( Read more... )

things are hard without Anthony here
harder than usual
I think I might be sick
I need to go puke and get over myself

I'm sick and tired of treading water
running in place
I'm going and going and going
and getting nowhere
it's tough
and it's taking it's toll on my body
and my heart

Don't be shocked that people die
Be Surprised You're Still Alive

nights like last night remind me why I don't go to social events

hurray for snowstorms
and a warm bed full of Tony

I'm not gonna write you a love song

cause you ask for it

cause you need one

you see?