the things I write in here are for interpretation ONLY
I will not come clean to anyone who doesn't deserve it
I've told Tony everything he needs to know
no one else in the world matters as much to me as he does
as long as he's with me, I can't do anything wrong
he's wonderful
he makes me feel smart again
and beautiful
I only hope I do the same for

I'm guilt ridden
for not being able to discern between right and wrong
no more of that
no more...
I've got to leave that behind
and move on
it was over before it started
long long before

my heart is in the wrong place
I need to re-evaluate my situation
and prioritize
that's all

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I watch depressing movies at bad times
I hope tony gets out of work soon

47 days
Chase this light
October 16th
I can't breathe

today was an ok day, except for the no Tony party which always sucks
I wish we lived together
I hate having to go to bed without a real goodnight
I guess that's all my complaints tonight
my nails won't dry, and I need to go get the phone without screwing up my self-made short nibbled-on-nail manicure

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I'm so stressed I can barely see
but whatever
another day another dollar