I've been gaining weight ( Read more... )

I'm gonna start drawing more
sketching more
and coming up with more ideas that I can make a reality
I'm gonna untangle the cord of my sewing machine
and get my hands wrapped up in fabric
I can't wait

I hope my wedding isn't stupid
I've been thinking about all the things that could go wrong
and I just don't want it to suck...
I've got some more time to worry about it though
so I might as well quit worrying about it now

Internships for a Betsey Johnson boutique in Troy make me wish I was more of a free spirit

I wish I could forget about school, and live my dreams

I am so exhausted this morning
despite my nap, and surprisingly full night of sleep
I think this anxiety I get at work is going to kill me
two days off somehow isn't enough for me to ever catch up with myself
maybe I'll pass out during the day today and they'll have to send me home

there are only two places I feel absolutely beautiful
1) in the middle of a torrential down pour of rain
2) asleep in Tony's bed

I don't know why either of those makes me feel beautiful
but they do
I just wish I could spend the rest of my life in the rain
or asleep in Tony's bed

I feel like growing up is a lot easier to do when you have someone to grow with ( Read more... )

jesus christ
get over it

in other news, Tony's super smart
and got an amazing job
and I saw a coyote almost kill a cat yesterday morning
work today is going to be hell
but whatever
that's all

I was thinking the other day about how smart Tony is ( Read more... )

The hardest part of growing up is learning that the majority of your friends are only your friends at THEIR convenience ( Read more... )