i'm in the middle of nowhere. aka alfred, ny.
there is one traffic light in this entire town.
it's really small but cute.
i like it here so far.
all the upperclassmen move in tmrw.

i need some buddha.

I LEAVE FLORIDA FOREVER IN 25 HOURS.

i got new glasses yesterday. go to my facebook or myspace to see a pic. let me know if you like them! i can't totally decide. i aslo have new wire ones that look very similar to the old ones from last year ( Read more... )

i can't believe how depressed i am. i really just want summer to be over and for the 22nd of august to come and quickly go so it will be august 23rd and i can start orientation at alfred. i hate it here, my relationship with my mom is very stressed. i'm going to have to go for surgery sometime soon, will find out details on wednesday. i have no ( Read more... )

oct-nov 2002 - very bad case of mono, didn't fully recover for almost two years
throughout 2003 - severe migraine syndrome, minor epilepsy
jan 2005 - passed 12 kidney stones over the course of a month and a half
nov 2005 - viral meningitis
july 2006 - pelvic (not ovarian) cysts

i went for a cat scan the other week since the ultrasound didnt show anything. by that time my severe pain went away and i thought we should skip the cat scan. but my doc called me today and told me that i have cysts [plural] in the pelvic region, they didn't say/wouldn't tell me where. i have to go to a gynocologist next week wednesday and they ( Read more... )

i need a therapist because i am too ashamed and embarassed about the intensity and absurdity of my own emotions that i can't express them to my friends as confidants --- but i am going to school in four weeks so i have to wait until then to get a psychologist, but by then maybe these feelings would fade and i need help sorting them through now. ah ( Read more... )

school starts in 4 weeks.

my mom is leaving in ten days, for five days. when she comes back, i leave for school in antoher ten days.

woah.
I'M SO EXCITEDi registered for classes. i was waitlisted for my art history class called societal ideals in art (2:20-3:10 MTW)... i have to take one art hist course each semester.. i am registered for ( Read more... )

today my mom and i were supposed to leave on a plane from ft lauderdale airport to tampa at 8:40. we called a cab but they never came and we kept calling but the receptionists were too fucking stupid to get the address right so we took our own car. we got there before the plane left but too late to get on the plane and we missed it, so we had to go ( Read more... )

series of events have prevent jenna from visiting tonight.

but in general:

i HATE this life

and i cannot wait until i can start the next one
(when i go to alfred ( Read more... )