i never really cared about fourth of july. i don't have a big family and my mom and i never went on picnics or anything for this day of independence...... we always went to see fireworks, though. but people let fireworks off every single night in this new neighborhood we're living in, so there's no real importance to today, that i can feel... every ( Read more... )

what the fuck is the point of a motherfucking living journal if none of your living friends even attempt to help you out with the problems you live with?

and why the fuck do i have to overanalyze every motherfucking thing he says to me?
all i do is torment myself

i finished school, FINALLY. wednesday i wrote an eight page paper, saturday i wrote a ten page paper, and yesterday, sunday, i wrote a nine page paper ( Read more... )

richard is going on a cruise today. i wont see him until next sunday ( Read more... )

all i do is wake up early, go to school, come back late, pack, and go to sleep...

i'm so unbelievably exhausted and overwhelmed.

the weekends are always fun, however, as i spend nights and days with rich :)

got $19000 in scholarships from alfred, so it's official!!! i'm going to alfred university for fall 06!!!!!!!!!!!! woot ( Read more... )

:) rich came to see me today

so, today we sold my bedroom suit and desk, my computer tower, the dining room table, and our four large statues. my aunt also came down from orlando and took our white living room sectional ( Read more... )

this is my admission to my loss of control; could i wish i tixe siht ytilaer

i just finished my freshman year in college. :)