interesting to write it might be very
broken lines. it in this manner of
fiddle with the seems like a fun way to
by the mind. way language is perceived

i finished my second final essay today. i have one exam next week on wednesday. i have to finish four paintings and then it's all over.......

gotta move out, too.

so um... i got into alfred university, the best ceramics school in the nation... i can't believe i actually got in... i'm fucking AMAZED and really excited.

but regarding something else that i will not define here, i am very, very upset... which makes me even happier about leaving this place because i want to leave everyone behind!

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it's fucking ridiculous that i live on a liberal arts college campus and i can't find ONE PERSON who wants to go to an earth day peace jam on a fucking saturday.

absolutely ridiculous.

yesterday was a lot of fun. last night was a lot of fun, too. exceptionally entertaining. the night ended early but it doesn't even really matter ( Read more... )

i bought a guitar monday night online -- it came yesterday. my fingers are already really sore but i can't wait until they callus up ( Read more... )

this is an extremely interesting way of self communcation and dialogue.

some music is extremely ephemeral. and sometimes i think i can always remember their words but i always forget in the end. or maybe i can play them in my head with the mp3 but the words or rhythm don't come out of me in any form, haha. regardless, some songs can always be repeated and adored at any time, kind of as a default play list for any ( Read more... )

the color is black, the material is leather, the seduction is beauty, the justification is honesty, the aim is ecstasy, the fantasy is death.

[another immensely frustrating, sleepless night]

the verdict is back:

i am stuck at fau for another year.