i'm smitten. and even though a relationship just wouldnt work out with this guy, i'm completely smitten. and i'm happy, and he makes me happy. he makes me feel like the best person in the world, and i don't deserve it all. so even if it just cant work out, i can always dream...

so i'm walking down to the hair salon because i have an eyebrow waxing appointment (finally i went, damn its been forever). and then i look into the store windows as im walking by and i see my reflection. and i realize that my ass is HUGE. seriously, i knew i had a big butt, but does it always look like that when im walking? it just looked like ( Read more... )

ScoobyDooSnackr: now the alex story ( Read more... )

so here i am filling out job apps and i realize that i have to find my elementary school address. so i decide to bust out those yearbooks from way long ago and go down memory lane ( Read more... )

i thought this was cute, so i stole it from my friend's away message..even if it does go against my own kind (women that is ( Read more... )

so convention was fun, just because of the people there. Erik Weisz is the best chapter ever! they are soooo much fun to be with. convention went by really fast, it felt like the shortest weekend ever. im so done with BBYO...omg i'm free!!! no, i really will miss some of it ( Read more... )

so im sitting here at school, bored out of my mind. today was good i guess. slept in through first period...i decided not to go. then again i did wake up early to write my sci fi paper. so its probably shit, oh well, its my last quarter of high school. sci fi was ok...we just talked about the dumb book that we are reading, and thank god i ( Read more... )

so today started off ok. going back to school after spring break is never easy. but school was chill i guess ( Read more... )

Hey yo!!! so i'm back from michigan, i looked at the college because after all, i might be going there next year. so i stayed with my friend ali, and omg do i love it there. the town is so cute, the buildings are so pretty, and well...the frat parties rock. so sat night we got drunk and went to a frat party, it was so crowded. it was awesome ( Read more... )

so even though i talked about hs soccer in my last entry, its on to hs softball now. quick transition hunh? (btw, in case you were wondering, we lost the playoff game. it was horrible, in the rain in carpinteria and it went to overtime and then sudden death overtime and then shootouts. yea i cried..sad i know. i had a school event that night ( Read more... )