Everytime I come on here I say how I neglect this journal and I need to write more in it, I'm not saying that this time to be honest I don't have that much to say. Plus I write my best when reflecting on things. So here goes, about 9 months worth of life-update. I've broken it into three parts for the most important areas that has happened in ( Read more... )

My somewhat Step-Grandmother passed away last week and today I spent most of the day at a funeral which was much more formal than most of the funerals for my family have been. I think it's the irish family or whatever, it's about remembering the person. This seemed like they were just doing what was supposed to be done, like it was for looks more ( Read more... )

Well I've certainly neglected this thing huh? I was bored the other day and searching for something and this journal popped up online so I figured why not just keep it around? Basically this is my thought that if someone is looking for me if they look hard enough they'll find me, and they can keep up with what's going on with me and what's going ( Read more... )

I always though that I was being selfish for wanting to go back and re-live my life. I was always thinking of how cool it would be to go back with my current knowledge and having the free time that only a child has to improve on all of this. I could teach myself patience. I could be a better guitarist, a better artist and a better wrestler all ( Read more... )

My last post talked about wrestling surprisingly. I said that I was curious if I would take any more wrestling bookings outside of NCW because I wasn't having fun. I took my last booking at UCW in Taunton. I really only took the booking because it meant hanging out with Derik Destiny and Spider. I would get the chance to stiff the hell out of ( Read more... )

OK So that's all I can say. The more I thought about the show the more I smiled. I mean after the last show which I thought was an abysmal failure and seriously thought about just giving up and say NCW's best days was behind it. The one thing that made me re-think that was the fact that we broke even. I didn't lose the money I thought I was ( Read more... )

I saw this in someone's journal and I figured I would do one as well, if for nothing else than to plug my favorite bands and albumns or CD's whatever they're supposed to be called LOL ( Read more... )

I'm sick of getting yelled at. I actually sat down to think about that yesterday late at night and realized I'm seriously just sick and tired of being yelled at. I honestly don't think a day went by in my life where I haven't been yelled at for one thing or another. What brought me to this monstrous decision is I went home yesterday from work, ( Read more... )

I completely hate this, I'm such a hypocrite I should just close this journal and not look back. But as I sat at work today I was begging to update my journal so I say fuck it why not. I love the name of my journal and it fits me well so I'm not closing my journal, just to those I don't want to read it. This journal is now friends only...this is ( Read more... )

"I want to be an astronaut when I grow up ( Read more... )