so i finally went on a trip with just friends, and oh how much fun it was. steven lynch and lewis black at clarkson in potsdam. fucking amazing show. and fun bonding time with sam for 6 hours worth of driving. well, we didnt really bond, but we were both there ( Read more... )

today i hit a deer on north manlius. i cried inside, because i definatly saw the look in the poor things eyes when i hit it doing 40. i still cry inside. poor dead deer ( Read more... )

i was rejected by cornell. the only thing i have to say about that is that i was expecting to be deferred and then be rejected in april. so at least they saved me the time and got it over with already.

it really really sucks.

and thats all i have to say about that.

someone said something yesterday that really got to me. they said "i'm dont really like anything that's patriotic." and the more i think about it, the more it pisses the fuck out of me. to just blatantly say "i hate everything that praises our country..." its just fucking ignorant. ok, we have douchebags for leaders. ok, half the countries of the ( Read more... )

i've been having anxiety attacks lately. i cant stand it. there is too much to do and not enough time to do it, but i seem to have no trouble finding more than enough time to do nothing. my eagle project is on saturday and i dont know if i'm going to be able to get enough people committed to doing it. even thinking about it know, if i distract my ( Read more... )

i finally got my drumset back and back together. and my ears are ringing. really really loudly. i cant get them to shut up. everything i hears sounds like its coming through a wall. hehehe. i love it good. i still suck like hell, but i'll get better.

ow!! shut up!!

you see what sucks about my friends page is that its not really my friends page. its my karen page. because karen updates so many fucking times in one day that if anyone else on my list were to actaully update their journal, i dont see it unless i click on the "previous 15 entries" link. do you really have to update 15 fucking times in one day?

so i'm grounded. no computer (yup) no tv no phone no friends. i was forced to quit my job. my dad says he's going to disconnect my cell phone that i've had for 3 weeks, because i only got it because i needed one when i'm delivering (which he says BULLSHIT to) and now that i'm not working i dont need a cell phone. and my parents are threatening to ( Read more... )

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introducing OT shower EQUIPMENT for guys. ‘THIS AIN’T YOUR SISTER’S PRODUCTS!” this stuff is no joke. this is no pansy-ass body wash with that oversized ball of mesh and your sissy body wash. this is intense “body slam body wash” (you might wanna take a step back). personally, i've never used body wash, why would i. the testosterone levels are way ( Read more... )