ok. now you all get to hear me let loose from today ( Read more... )

wow. that first drive is amazing. the freedom is overwhelming. its like you suddenly inherited the world.

i passed my road test! yyeeeeeeeeeehaaaa ( Read more... )

i never really update. how odd ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

today at the mall i played ddr with this guy for an hour and a half straight. i left not knowing his name. those are the best days.

now i'm pissed. now i'm really pissed. all the sudden my dad commands me to work at his place this friday. friday is my one day of the week where i can count on nothing going on but what i choose to go on. now thats out the window. the worst part of it is that its my saturday to work there this week. now i'm working friday too. and today and ( Read more... )

i feel really good. relieved. i bleed too, and its nice to show that once in a while. i usually dont, not so much for my sake, but for the people around me, i think. i bleed too, and i think thats why you were laughing. am i wrong?

i have this feeling in my chest. i dont like it. it feels anxious. but worse. it makes me want to rip open my chest and dig around until i find it. then rip it out. and throw it on the floor. and step on it. maybe play some hacky sack or with it or something. stick it in the blender. and. blend it. then i'll take it out and stick it in the fire. ( Read more... )

i'm not being a pessimist, i'm being a realist. theres a difference. the former, you expect things to go badly, the latter, you know things will go badly. you just have the balls to admit it.