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is there anybody out there
Hi guys, or those of you who still check in with LJ, those few of you who still write and/or read Viggorli fiction ( Read more... ) -
blogger anyone?
Does anyone here have a blogspot too? Cos I'm rarely coming on LJ anymore and i've been missing you like crazy...
Those good old vigorli days which for me have passed like water on the mountains ...
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lol! from eleni81
In 2011, ( Read more... ) -
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! -
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Wwell, i'll be damned. Just got myself out of a potentially difficult and uncomfortable situation and have thrown it back to the pit of usual worries and crappity crap. I cannot be happy, not even for a second. I will always find ways to make myself feel miserable. The worst part of it is that I feel i can't count on people any more, everybody is ( Read more... ) -
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There are times in your life when you desperately need to ask for help, but you can't bring yourself to utter a word, or a cry, or a whatever ( Read more... ) -
random thought...
Sometimes I feel like I can see so much and so clear through people's bullshit and delusions, I get scared for what this "lucidity" of vision says for myself, and my own delusions. I'll never be able to trick myself or delude myself into believing I am sth I'm not. And delusion is the cornerstone of being ( Read more... ) -
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I'm tired of screwin' up, tired of going down,
Tired of myself, tired of this town.
sang Tom Petty, and I agreed. But in a happy way. Funny thing is, next year I'll probably NOT be in this town. -
i, narcissist
[AFTER THOUGHT] Concerning the previous entry: On the other hand, if I don't want to be saved, why am I writing this here, since that post was obviously some kind of cry-for-help thing, or it definitely looks like it. Which would made me look like a slightly narcissistic, attention-seeking, self-pitying whore. Hmmm...to have two minds about ( Read more... )