So I'm currently a the mall and I know being less than 125 pounds and wearing a size small doesn't make me fat - but I feel fat! Like I have a double AA bra so shouldn't I be a size two ean instead of four and an extra-small top instead of a small? I just hate mirrors right now and I hate myself for where I am. I feel huge and ugly and just ( Read more... )

( to get up in the morning and know you have to face another obstacle, takes determination. To smile when the only thing you want to do is cry, takes strength. To act happy when it's the worst, takes courage. To be joyful when the only good news is the best of the worst, takes support. To be there and help people through the roughest times takes love. )

"The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own.  No apologies or excuses.  No one to lean on, rely on, or blame.  The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it.  This is the day your life really begins"

( tiny inspiration )

Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.

Who cares what you could have done, what you should have done, or what you might have done? What matters is what you do now and from now on.

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got a haircut for the new year. have been running and working out. have been vegan and not eating past two. rekindling my love with my boyfriend. finished christmas shopping with only wrapping to finish today. schools over for the year. passed with all a's and b's and c's. forgave and forgot. moved on. starting over in a few days with a new year <3

Even though I've been slacking a little, I still have managed to lose weight and keep my grades all A's and B's - eek! Need to raise them up! So this Saturday and Sunday I will be studying my butt off so I can try and end the semester with all A's :D College wise I was thinking Minnesota for premed and then Dartmouth for medical school where I will ( Read more... )

Sick as a puppydog :( Hopefully it's not Pneumonia, which Mrs. Jones had and decided not to tell anyone until it was too late! Absolutely exhausted and haven't eaten anything but soup and drank some coffee - feeling like poop ( Read more... )

So... Tyler being gone a week I managed to go down to 119 - but then I went out with Ma and Khrystyna and had to prove I ate, so I'm back to 123. I'm. Huge. But, it is going to be a successful second day as a vegan for me :) I just want to make Tyler happy. And with each bite I grow farther and farther away from him ( Read more... )