ever felt like you just weren't meant to be a teenager?

I'm fairly sure something is wrong with me. "Emotionally unavailable" doesn't even seem to cut it and I fear a remission. I spent too long fighting stuff like this off to have it all go to waste. I've realized that most people I know don't actually know me very well, or at all, come to think of it. The front that I put up for most people can be ( Read more... )

Sorry for the long hiatus. I know it's been a while, but I figured it was time to revisit for old time's sake. Actually, I'm in the mood for a bit of a rant and perhaps feedback can be given ( Read more... )

My parents met my boyfriend and they liked him a lot.

*squeal*

What a fantabulous long weekend. Quite busy too, but so much fun. Saturday was spent strolling around on the mall at the Smithsonian Folklife Festival, where it was way too hot and the most interesting thing to see was a tractor with huge wheels. Sunday, Erik took me to Ocean City, where the term "redneck" was quickly and amazingly re-defined for ( Read more... )

Whew. It's the first early night I've had in quite some time. It's nice being at home, chilling out on the couch in pajamas, watching "Rocketman" (possibly the stupidest movie ever created) with my dad. Mother dearest has been in LA and Seattle all week and it's been almost fun keeping house. The whole making dinner every night and cleaning up part ( Read more... )

* All is well ( Read more... )

* I was graduating high school. Now I'm going to be a college sophmore? Something must have gotten mixed up ( Read more... )

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Once upon a time a man looked up at the sky and saw exactly what he expected to see

The saddest day of his life

Was when he stopped dreaming and instead, believing

Shapes and patterns faded into orbit

Clouds passed and unfurled in front of his eyes

Leaving the clear crisp night exposed and

Naked for the eye to see

He bent down and cried

On his ( Read more... )