Man, I don't even keep up with this thing anymore.

Ed, how're you holding up? How's Al? I got your reply to the comment I left in your journal, but I've been lax on getting back to you. Sorry about that. You know I love you, though ( Read more... )

I've been really tired lately. A bit apprehensive, too. The house hasn't pulled anything since Valentine's, so I'm half-way expecting something new to happen any time. After the attack and then the whole hearts thing, I don't know what to expect. Alright, so the attack was all Xemnas' fault, but still, the house let it happen ( Read more... )

Ed's a Nobody. And it's all my fault! I shouldn't have let him run off alone! Damn it!

What am I going to do? I don't know how I can fix this!

What's AL going to say when he finds out?

Yule was pretty disappointing. I guess I was expecting more of a celebration; there just wasn’t enough umph in that pitiful excuse for a party we had here. Then again, I guess not everyone here is used to the same amount of partying I am. You should have seen some of the parties the SOLDIERs threw back home. Even the great General Sephiroth would ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm not dead. I've been avoiding human interaction because I'm still miserable, not to mention, I've been ill. I didn't want to get anyone else sick, so I stayed in my room ( Read more... )

With Cloud gone, I've been really quiet. I just didn't want to upset anyone with my utter angst that is totally not me. I guess I just wanted some time alone to deal with things, so anyways.

I'm back. Might decide to ask one of the girls here for a date. Maybe Lucia? I don't know. It might be too early to think of that.

Well, hey, it looks like I didn't get too bad of a costume. -sexy dance- Think Cloud would have a fit if he saw me like this. I know some people would. I mean, I look like a male stripper: tight black pants and white cuffs. Just white cuffs. No shirt. Not too bad, like I said.

~Zax

[ooc; chippendale dancer. How fitting.]

I'm bored.

Maybe I can make dinner for everyone sometime...Yeah, that's a great idea! I'll go find Reno and have him help with cooking, since I'm really not supposed to mess with things in the kitchen. Last time I blew up the microwave just by opening the refrigerator. ^^;

Anyone else want to help out?

Why is everyone so MEAN?! -sniffles- I wish everyone would just die so the anger will go away!

-Zax

[ooc; Oh, gods, I have no clue how to write Angst!Zax. This ought to be fun.]

It may be a bit early to celebrate, but what the hell.

Cloud and I are together!

Which means, Ed, I'm sorry, but I'll have to cancel that date. You're cute and fit the criteria for my ideal guy, but Cloud will always be number one for me.

This calls for alcohol and sex!