I'm a little bit blurry at the moment. details of the last couple of weeks mold together until i look at it through the lens of food, and phone calls, and lack of sleep. where to begin? I feel so out of touch with those I consider (ed?) friends... the people who colored my life for so long - and suddenly I realize I haven't talked to most of them ( Read more... )

this is supposed to make sense ( Read more... )

for those of you who need a brief update...
i'm working full time and then some as a nanny. i love it.
kw and I aren't back togeher... but... we're still something and i'm happy with that ( Read more... )

[16:46] ladyjanecalm: long and short of it, we were swimming to an island, ended up in a house made of ice with a little door for a flying fish who ate people while they were sleeping. somehow I made it out alive (along with my father), and we escaped to the other side of the island to a shack. There were two other people in there... a little girl ( Read more... )

... breaking up makes me lose my appetite ( Read more... )

i wake up in the morning with the leftover dream that things are back to normal. it's not perfect, but in my dream we're back together. I wake up and the world is a little bit blurry and I start crying again. i haven't listened to music since we broke up. can't stand the idea of something making me cry again. I try to fall asleep, fall into dreams ( Read more... )

I fell in love. I'll get over it. I'm coming home... I don't know for how long. find me if you love me. 'cause right now the world's a little fuzzy.

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here's a strange realization i had, after saying goodbye to Eric, i had the chance to move there this year. When i was ready to go back to school, and things got totally fucked up, i had the chance - someone gave me 3000 - to do whatever I wanted. I could have... done what we both wanted, but i was concentrating so much on what i was doing (Chris ( Read more... )

There is so much to say, and somehow I can't seem to find the words for it.