i'm happy. incredibly happy. to the point where i feel like something should be going wrong soon ( Read more... )

There's a lot going on in my mind at the moment. first and foremost... just how crazy I am over chris. we've been together officially for almost five months. a total of 146 days to be exact... but who's counting *wink*. he came up monday night (at 12AM) and we moved all of my stuff into the apartment... I wish i could say that was fun... but uhhh ( Read more... )

he called me last night at 12PM. i was curled up in bed, half asleep, annoyed because he knows i need to sleep... he called and we talked for a little bit... little things. I told him about signing the lease, and John taking me back to the metro and telling me that i could come drink where he bartends for. i feel comfortable with these people... we ( Read more... )

What the hell did I do?

from english class
massive abstraction
"serious-->pie eating ... that's all i can say"
"My vagina is angry!"

"writing is like getting married, one should never commit oneself until one is amazed with one's luck" - Ires Murdoch

The End of Poetry."we're going to home despot tonight ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here wondering why i'm listening to this song... it came on when i opened up itunes two hours ago... I'm sitting here trying to comprehend the music... focusing on something, anything... "we can't communicate, with a one way brain..." that's how i feel at the moment... like nothing is coming in, and i'm just smiling and nodding ( Read more... )

it's been nice. i've seen people here ... people i care about, and who make my world a little bit softer and kinder ( Read more... )

i love waking up early in the morning when the world has that feeling of newness. I love watching the clouds scatter as the sun begins it's long ascent to the sky. i watch the world with that dreamy awareness of being wrapped in my soft blankets. the window is open so that i can feel a little bit of the outside world in my own nest. and i watch as ( Read more... )

I wish i'd seen the sunrise ( Read more... )

i reread what she said, and it's hard for me to not see what she says... for me to not respond by wanting to pull in and retreat from the world until i'm a little bit more sure of myself ( Read more... )