I don't remember anymore where when i stopped writing. I suspect that with this website hanging over my head I haven't tried to write anything because it means trying to do something other then fight with html and css. I also suspect that my anxiety and personal desires have been feuding, or morphing to become something that has taken up more of my ( Read more... )

an angry night ( Read more... )

"I want you to always be there as my idyllic angel who's watching over me ( Read more... )

discontent at the moment. something feels off... i wish i could begin to explian - but i don't feel like me... might be this medication lol, i've been on it for long enough... last night i was teasing eric he's going to forget what i sound like when i'm not high... except it's really not funny.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/84935366@N00/12992801/

or we could try it that way.

still trying somethings out...

so this is strange. i posted to solitary seagull... and somehow it posted to to ladyjane_calm... /me sighs

just got off the phone with him ( Read more... )

*laughs softly* why do things always crash when they seem to be working out. Eric... is pushing me away. I understand it, and i wonder if he understands it ( Read more... )

the rhythm makes me spin with desire for a moment lost and broken. outside the sirens scream but all i hear is dancing in your head. and silence follows as we contemplate the echos of whispering trees. you take me out into the fire and watch me burn. but i am dancing beneath the stars tonight. i had a paper to write this last week. some of you know ( Read more... )