it seems to me that I am always in the air...I am flying every weekend ( Read more... )

ah...the beauty and glory of the process of transformation ( Read more... )

I'm going to LA today...to see Adam, meet his parents, go to his sister's baby shower, find an apartment, job hunt....whew...it's going to be wonderful!!!

So...the time is drawing near! I will be moving to LA in two short months, actually, it's the strangest move I've ever heard of. It won't feel like I'm moving because instead of coming back to Chicago after I go to South Africa I will be flying straight to LA, and that'll be it. I won't have to travel halfway across the country with boxes of ( Read more... )

I've been a pretty crappy friend to a lot of people lately. I won't make excuses, I won't pretend it hasn't happened...I will say I am sorry I can't be/haven't been what has been expected of me these past few months, but I'm also not sorry at the same time. My entire life up until moving to Chicago was me not existing. I never had an identity. ( Read more... )

taking down the walls and barriers around my heart is the most empowering and freeing things I've ever experienced...

I really like helping people...this is a vague statement. Everything we do helps someone, even if we don't think so, from every statement we make, to every smile we flash. From every seemingly hurtful comment to every avoided look...everything we do assists someone in their personal growth. It's up to each and every one of us as individuals to ( Read more... )

Once I get to the airport I am fine....but because it is snowing...MY WORD, I am anxious!!

Everything in my life is beautiful. I have these amazing plans, I'm focused and pursuing the things I feel my talents and abilities can best be put to service through, I'm happy, working on the health part, etc ( Read more... )

my life is remarkable right now, and it has been for quite a while. I can't remember the last time I could even think of anything worthy of a complaint! For the longest time I didn't know what I was going to be doing with my life, I had ideas about what I feel I am capable of, things I am interested in, etc. But nothing concrete, mostly abstract ( Read more... )