i've been writing so much but nothing here. there is just so much to say but nothing i can shout into the wind, so to speak. argh! well, you'll be glad to know i'm filling notebooks. if you were wondering.

what do i do with all my time??

what i need most right now is to get back into my head.

i think the thing i worry the most about in life is that no one will be listening when i have something to say. i spend so much of my time now just saying anything when maybe i shouldn't, but one day i really will have something to say. i feel it in the back of my throat and sometime, sometime. but what if nobody reads, or what if there's nobody ( Read more... )

oh yeah so i'm totally not moving to chicago! sorry, i forgot to tell you. staying here to produce my play (beginning of october) and learn how to build vintage motorcycles. so that's cool. also my new fella roy pulled an electric typewriter out of the trash on the side of the road for me the other day. did i tell you i wrote a play? yeah. i also ( Read more... )

life updates:

i'm moving to chicago at the end of the summer. tentatively august but maybe when baseball season is over? probably not a good enough reason to delay, and i do need to go ahead and sign a lease with my beautiful new roommate, if she still wants to share some space with me. really, really excited and loving the feeling of moving ( Read more... )

i might as well keep up the tradition of the year-end survey. so here is 2003, 2004, 2005, and 2006. now for ( 2007 )

weird, strange, weird strange things in my life now. good, strange things in my life, and on top of that it's cold as hell. not as cold as hell as it could be, i suppose. cold enough for me ( Read more... )

mike and i broke up and i'm moving out of our house. i'm pretty heartbroken about it but it was a mutual decision and the right thing to do, so i'm basically fine. mostly unrelated: i'm thinking about moving to mexico next summer, for about a year. i want to take advantage of my youth as much as possible. everything else is copasetic ( Read more... )

it's my day off and i've been inspired by a friend to post a legitimate life-update. so here goes ( Read more... )

i got three hours of sleep last night/this morning (7-10 am) and yet i am not exhausted. in fact, mike (who got plenty of sleep) is now, yet again, sleeping soundly beside me. that guuuuy ( Read more... )