so here's the story: i live in the real world, the actual world full of truths and hard edges. so there isn't much in the way of drama here, just lots of laundry and worrying if my paycheck cleared yet. i go to work nearly every day, i pay my bills on time, i go to sleep before 11. i'm completely satiated most of the time, and when i'm not, i work ( Read more... )

There was a child who was born to be the one who comforts me ( Read more... )

yesterday i slept until 9am and then watched the entire 3rd season of scrubs on my computer. mike got home a little before 4pm and played final fantasy while i attempted to take a bath. i say attempted because the water got real lukewarm real fast and the faucet would not give me more hot water. i was freezing. i didn't even stay in long enough to ( Read more... )

i haven't said enough. what i wanted to say is that i'm real happy, most of the time, meaning all of the time. sometimes not when driving. otherwise yes.

in summary: happy, good, satisfactory, no whining out of this one.

my credit card company has been, for no reason of which i am aware, increasing my credit limit in increments of $400 every few months. i kind of want them to stop but there's no button for that on their webpage.

( 2006 )

"i'm at a really strange point in my life." it is such a cliche, such an obvious hole in which to have fallen. here is the way things are: i do not, as of today, have my job with the bookseller anymore. in his own words, he doesn't have the cash for it and so i cannot come to work. this is not unanticipated but still a little crushing in my chest-- ( Read more... )

I AM VERY UPSET.

i wanted you to know i am already willingly (willfully) listening to christmas music.

listening to the radio at work is hilarious! having never had an office-type job before, i had no idea how awesome this could be. we are somewhat diplomatic about the radio here, which means most of the time it's on some generic alternative-pop station. right now it's yahoo launchcast, and we're listening to sugarcult. i love how good-vibesy and ( Read more... )