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[somesaypunker]

the only thing holding me back right now is skool. otherwise i think i would be gone.

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[lost_interest]

otherwise, i know you would be gone, and i want you to be, i want you to be free. to have no worries. to have a happy time, to be yourself. to be in control, and let loose at the same time.

i love you ashley, you deserve it.

[somesaypunker]

its crazy, im always tried to be a carefree person but its not possible in my life. no worries is only when im high and don't care about anything else besides eating or doing something stupid. happy time is in alaska or washington, yet i leave behind people i wish i could take with me. the closest i get to happiness here is letters from hali, watching the l word with you and amanda and chillen with my little brother. i have good times getting fucked up and i go to skool and work to pass the time. im not happy with any of it, im satitsfied and ask for nothing more. but thank you beckie, and you know if i had the extra cash to throw around i would buy you a ticket to GA before i bought you a ticket to AK, just b/c i know you miss allen.

[lost_interest]

ashley, i love you. you know that? allen said that when i get a job, you and i need to go visit him, before you move. like, your whole road trip plan. mom is going to send me to briarwood soon, so we can take turns driving and everything. unl;ess i have my own car by then, and you have your own.. then wed have to get walkie talkies. lol.

[somesaypunker]

beckie we should have walkie talkies now. that would be way cool.

[alexgrisel]

say fuck school...u have it in you...be wild...

[somesaypunker]

lol, yea i do have it in me. but theres also that responible part of me. i don't know where that comes from b/c neither of my parental units are.