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i really should learn to just expect being sick during finals or midterms. it's whatever. i just have to get through everything. it'd be great if i didn't have mono as well. i've been sleeping 13-14 hours a night and needing naps during the day. this has happened before though, it may just be how my body reacts to stress, idk. getting blood tests ( Read more... ) -
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in the midst of all the crazy and the stress and the depression, i'm going to try to savor this weekend as much as possible. matt, melissa, and amanda are coming up for founder's day. i will be drunk all saturday (founder's day). it's my 20th birthday on sunday. and i will have declared my major finally. also, fiona's officially my roommate. there ( Read more... ) -
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Done. Fucking done. Get me home, I want out of here. -
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another round of exams, another round of feeling like school isn't for me, isn't what makes me happy. this really is a terrible cycle and it happens every single time exams come around. dislike. it definitely impairs my studying way more than it should. note to self: work on this ( Read more... ) -
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i already felt like i didn't belong here...i didn't need friends reinforcing that...that hurts -
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i'm so happy this semester is almost over. i've gotten to the point where i start to hate people here -
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"To dream that you are smoking indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions."
One dream the other night, another dream during my nap this morning
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uber hot asian guy at a party last night...beautiful to look at ( Read more... ) -
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I refuse to put up with any more bullshit from guys. I can't allow myself to fall for the stupid things that always get me. I'm better than that. I deserve someone who's real and I think I may have to take on the tough bitch attitude without actually becoming a bitch. I have to stay strong this time or else I may crumble.