i help wear the brand name off of ( Read more... )

head still not working quite right. not sure if it's because of conclusions that i feel i will come to inevitably that i don't want to, or because it's just difficult for me to figure out. i don't feel smart at all lately. themes ( Read more... )

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there's nothing like some deftones to make you feel a little tougher

Strange morning habit writing I've picked up. (Showing signs of life.) This was a good weekend. Friday night was awesome, party at my friend's house. It was really nice outside, and I got to see a lot of people. Saturday was Helio Sequence, awesome jams. Sunday, Laura. After Laura left I got the usual withdrawal mope, so I decided to sleep it off ( Read more... )

I had another crazy dream last night. I was in an airplane, in army gear. I parachuted out of the plane, and landed on a coast, with all of these building in weird geometric designs sticking up out of the water. I noticed that also sticking out of the water were ventiliation shafts, that led to an underwater tunnel system. I tried to go down in ( Read more... )

Every night for hours the emperor is kept from sleep. He catches sight of its prospect in his sheets and is teased, like a poor man watching his wedding ring roll down the gutter. At night, when it gets dark, the emperor covers over his windows with the finest blue silks afforded by import. His floors and walls become damp to the eyes; his din ( Read more... )

Back in Cleveland, and apparently not pleased about it. Being moved in feels really depressing, and I don't know why because I don't understand how what I consciously know affects my feelings and how what know unconsciously affects my feelings respectively. That doesn't mean anything. I'm at least glad my computer works again. My power supply burnt ( Read more... )

So I feel a lot better after this weekend. It was really wonderful to see Laura, as well as Esti and some other cool kids. My Mars Volta LPs showed up today, finally. I found a way to copy songs from your ipod to your computer for those of us who can't use Podworks. Google CopyPod 5.10.

I remember myself to be notorious for dwelling. I remember this now, as I realize I am starting to dwell on Laura. I've made no secret of how much I thought of her, but dwelling isn't done on things that are good. Dwelling is when you spend too much time ruminating over something bad. I'm just now understanding the inevitability of her leaving. I' ( Read more... )