10:20 a.m ( Read more... )

10:48 a.m ( Read more... )

Sundays are dead here- no one walks about- no one lays on the grass in the sun- they are all in their steeples like sheep flocking to the grain- I have already done things today- meaningful things- I woke up and got coffee with paul- I realized then that I wasn’t attracted to him anymore- weird- it faded- I respect him and think he is a good person ( Read more... )

i am full and i guess not as confused or dazed- i am sure that after seeing zander, things will get much more confusing- he sounds sad- it is worrisome ( Read more... )

Fucking Flake

I just started reading the second volume of the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen and it is really good- I should be studying- but I just don’t want to- my stomach is a little uneasy- nervous maybe- I don’t think that paul is going to call me back- in which case I will abandon the idea of keeping him around a little longer- too bad really- we’ll ( Read more... )

I have to get it off my chest- I must say that I defiantly was not as good as I thought I would be tonight- sorry guys- I am not taking your advice- I know full well what I am getting myself into and the likely consequences that will come- it might be bad- and I know you will all say that you told me not to do it- but I just…I don’t want to miss my ( Read more... )

March 13th ( Read more... )

March 10, early in the evening ( Read more... )

i wish i could live in radiohead's music- it is just amazing and always helps me be myself in the whirlpool of chaos ( Read more... )