who are not in Jacksonville right now, my phone is dead ( Read more... )

last night was fun- i loved all the stories about cow tipping and llama packing- ha! anyways- all was good- got to see zach and matt and jeremy for a bit- i wish i could have stayed longer though- sidenote: i don't know why i'm doing it- but i'll try to have fun while it lasts and not think of the cloud over my head ( Read more... )

I know- but I am awake and I don't have much to do tomorrow- I’m happy, generally- I think I am just tired now- but I want to write for whatever reason- I just finished watching the heathers, I think it was called, with Paul- weird movie- but I think I liked it- I liked kissing him better though- I know- I probably shouldn't say stuff like that on ( Read more... )

i cannot even put in words what a great weekend i had- all week was good though- i am so proud of myself- having the guts to confront someone and clear things up- i can't believe how things have been going- so well- i...i just don't know how to express it-my friends are really happy too, which makes me even happier- I am almost manically happy- I ( Read more... )

today was beautiful for everyone who is here in music city- i went out to breakfast with tiffany and her mom, along with the rest of the crew of course- after that it was off to the park- coffee, cigarettes, a blanket, the sky, and the sun- it was nice- i have been tired all day though- tonight is the celibacy party- we'll see how it all "works out ( Read more... )

i am off to class shortly and then it is time for me to sit and study- i have a huge test tomorrow and an interview to do- i forgot to go into my teachers office this morning and get my last test grade, so i have no idea what i need to make to get an a, or if i even already have one- most likely i don't- so i need to study really hard for this one ( Read more... )

i haven’t really gotten that much done today- i made a 70 on a quiz- i guess that is okay- it'll probably be dropped anyway- i have an interview this week, a paper to write, journals too, and a social life to keep up with- but i guess the fact that i am writing shows that i have some time to myself at least ( Read more... )

so i am making it through the long days of school work and i still have time to chill and relax- my mind is clear now- happy with recent events- but to recap- this weekend i went home- to family and friends- it was nice- it was the first annual gonwa brothers' golf outing- my grandparents were in town too- good times- good food- and always good ( Read more... )

my mind has alreay been emtied and erased- fuck this program- i guess it is for the best somehow- i am going to sleep

I am not the girl that your friends say is cool- I am not the girl that you want to call- when I see you and my breathe is taken I have nothing to say that will interest you- nothing in common- I really don’t know- you also don’t talk when we’re around each other- is there anything there? How can I know if you won’t say anything? I feel unable to ( Read more... )