I really hate my job. It is so boring. I do nothing and there is nothing to sell. It is ridiculous that we have to be open till the 15th. I had to close tonight alone because Rebecca decided at 6 that she didn't feel good and wanted to go home. I had no one to talk to, nothing to do. I was so bored I signed onto AIM on my phone and was still bored ( Read more... )

all i have to say is that this all better be worth it. I can't take this agony. Ugh. I just showered and I wanna put my hands down my pants but NOoOoOoOoOoOo I have to waaaaiiitt. asjkhdfkaghjlsdgh. It's never a problem when it's not on my mind, or when I don't have time or whatever but now that I HAVE to hold out it's killing me. Anything for love

I don't really even have time to update but I am so happy that I need to. Things are better. We hung out yesterday and it felt really good. I left with a feeling of emptiness but I felt I had the closure that I needed to move on. I have learned some things about myself that I have ignored before. I still have one question but I feel that maybe I ( Read more... )

I can't eat anymore pizza. In fact, I can't seem to eat anymore. The thought of food makes me nauseous. I have to take sleeping pills now to get me to fall asleep. I hung out with Todd yesterday. I only had 4 hours of sleep the night before so I looked and felt like I was dying. I feel that way for other reasons though. We watched Viva La Bam ( Read more... )

music, is not meant to be taken litteral and used in real life. I feel like my life is that song on the radio that plays way too much ( Read more... )

xgigglecorexxx (8:22:51 AM): casey, did we break up last night or is that just me overreacting?
k1llsh0rty (8:23:09 AM): thats you over reacting hun
k1llsh0rty (8:23:27 AM): i certainly didn't break up with you
xgigglecorexxx (8:23:42 AM): what's that supposed to mean?
k1llsh0rty (8:24:35 AM): just what it says hun, i didn't break up with you. i'm ( Read more... )

Today is March 16th. My official 7 month anniversary with Casey ( Read more... )

I won tickets to the Bleeding Through show for tomorrow night. I wanted Todd to go but he had to be a total jerkface and break my confidence. Is talking to someone through email about porn considered cheating? I left my straightening iron at Casey's and now I have to go to the show without washing my hair. Granted.... I washed my hair today and I ( Read more... )

So I have to post this eventhough it is not my own writing because today... I realized this and it SUCKS ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend pointed out to me this week that I am a pathetic loser and I have no friends. Yes. That is right people. I never see megan anymore because I don't feel comfortable with her crowd. I feel like I'm way outside the bubble. Lame excuse but it's true none the less. I miss her lots and I wish that I'd make more time for her in my life. ( Read more... )