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Do you remember how there was an impression of something on your mom's car windshield? It was circular with a weird bent line underneath that. Like something had been suctioned to it... well I have an idea of what it is. I was going through pictures of you and I think I figured it out. But it pisses me off that you're lying to me about it. I know ( Read more... )

my boyfriend completely makes my heart melt. Look at this away message: "softly slipping, falling, into the bliss of sleep. the touch of your arms. the caress of your fingers in my hair. the smell of your soft skin... i roll over and your gone..... i cant wait to be next to you again. I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL! :-*" Just for me... how much more ( Read more... )

we were talking about colleen when you said this ( Read more... )

things are getting harder. I am crazy, I know it. I have become co-dependant and I swore I wouldn't. Damn you. Why did you have to make me love you so much? I'm pissed that you lied to me to passify me. I think that it will be best if I just stay away from you for a while. I'm miserable and I'm starting drama with you because... well I have no idea ( Read more... )

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well i just spent 4 hours in the hospital with Todd. I miss hanging out and I hope that when this is all over he will be able to live a normal life again. Nikki was supposed to go with me but I am sure that Grant was stuck up her ass and she just couldn't break away. I never see her without Grant anymore. It's like they have become one person. It ( Read more... )

Deep down I'm still bothered by the fact that there is still "baggage" aka other girls that I have to worry about. It'd be really nice if I had that "I have nothing to worry about" feeling though. I guess that will come with time. I don't think that the phone calls will ever stop and that plays a big part. Like the other day, ok last week, a girl ( Read more... )

I am colorblind ( Read more... )

I just really wanna know what you are thinking. I wanna know if you are regretting ever meeting me yet. I wanna know if you wish that you weren't with me yet. I just wanna know if you still love me. I just wanna know if I am fucking everything all up by lingering on the fact that other girls really like you too. I feel so stupid. Remember about a ( Read more... )