Not much going on now just walking around like always. I have seen somany things that I could not see before, it's always nice to learn something new. I think I am going to go buy a new book today that should be fun just me my book and my bed. What more could a guy ask for? not much to say still really sad. I am thinking of moving not sure where ( Read more... )

I walk through my day sleeping in mind ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot sorry I haven't been calling people back I guess I just need some me time. I've been sad so I haven't been feeling like doing much but u know how that goes. It's to my understanding that if you truly want something to change u should go into it with and open mind and heart. So I guess that is what I am doing and I think ( Read more... )

I am hurt, I have no idea what I did. I wish that my life sometimes could just be normal. I miss you. Why? When this all started I knew that you were trying to be something that you weren't. I knew that you do everything you could to keep us together through the hard times. I stand here in this world now alone. I stand as I wait, my time of wait ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think you never know how much you truly need something until it has been taken away. This was true for me as well. I really missed it so much that all I thought of was getting it back. I never knew how much that she really meant to me. I seemed to have fixed everything the way I always do this time it was different though then any of ( Read more... )

At work now just thinking about how early it is. today is a good day. I miss my friends and would really love to see them today, one more so then all the others. Not saying I don't want to see them all! I just really miss one. With that being said (that person should call me like they said they would) I will go on to work now. (wait your affraid ( Read more... )

It's my birthday today I will sit at home and i will cry. Unless Blythe comes then i will be happy other then that my life sucks. I do not understand why i have been treated this way I used to think that people liked me but I guess in the end it is all just money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SL-

P.S. rot in hell!!!!!!!!

Hoorah!!! Blythe is home. It's been so nice since she has returned for some time now it's felt like my life is a dream and everything is perfect. I hope things stay this way. What am I saying, I know it will my girl friend is a pimp!!!!! Not to mention a sex goddess. Most importantly though perfect in every way. If not for everyone then for me. ( Read more... )

(For Fran)-"The only thing I have ever truly hated is someone telling me what to do. Can not stand it but, your right I did mock that music. Tony kinda changed my mind though ( Read more... )

The other day oh about a week ago a new friend of jon's came over. I had never met this man before but his name was Tony.... To my surprise when I saw him he was the same man from my dream. He was talking to Jon in his room(next door to mine) when they heard me singing. I went up stairs to smoke a cig. on the lawn to talk to Greg. Tony came out to ( Read more... )