I have plans today.  First, foremost, crawl into a hole and die slowly ( Read more... )

I realized something during an email today with my foster mother.  She said that, in a way, she's glad I am not leaving the town just yet for the city ( Read more... )

If there is any form of a God, I really wish he'd do something for me this month ( Read more... )

I tried to type "exhausted" as a title, but every time I did? it looked wrong to me.  I decided "tired" was a reasonable statement ( Read more... )

I tried to type "exhausted" as a title, but every time I did? it looked wrong to me.  I decided "tired" was a reasonable statement ( Read more... )

Last night I went home and expected the same old thing: we would cook dinner, I would make lunches, and I would go to bed early.  Instead, he picked me up while I walked home from the bus.  He said he figured that I would almost be home.  We ended up buying some groceries with, believe it or not, him actually purchasing the cheaper brands rather ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've posted but, I had to get it out.  I had to talk to someone and eventually everyone is going to get sick of it so I might as well vent it all out here.  Some of it is pretty ugly and some of it is pretty great but in all of it I am left feeling so very sad, scared, and so much alone ( Read more... )

This morning was brutal getting to work.  There was a massive accident on the 401 around midnight last night and it ended up in a fatality, and subsequent to that, all ramps to and from westbound were closed.  A subsequent issue arose not too far from there, and there was a blockage on another smaller highway.  Unfortunately that meant Greg and I ( Read more... )

Dear Mr. Young ( Read more... )

Yesterday I spent half the day crying in HR's office. The morning was trying to find out why things haven't moved, and then right before lunch a catastrophy happened.  Claire asked me to do something, the clerk did it as the clerk had her instructions too, and the clerk told me it was finished and to leave it.  Turns out? it didn't go to a doctor ( Read more... )