I am starting to whittle down who actually cares about me, and I am having some real problems with the results. I feel lonely and pathetic. I also feel annoyed and empowered by intelligence reason. Rationally and irrationally, my identity crisis is growing.

If you have someone in your life that you love, tell them. They appreciate it.

People are shallow and vapid and very one dimensional and I can't believe I long for their acceptance.

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I am also slowly finding comfort in knowing that we make our own reality, but god knows how long that comfort will last. FUCK BP.

Just in case I get in trouble at work again for livejournal, I am talking about British Petroleum, not Baker Park.

I think I am out of my slump. Things to look forward to ( Read more... )

I'm not worth anyone's time or energy and I really just feel like I should stop trying with anything.

I love you so much John Dzik.

So I continuously give people chances upon chances with not only my trust but my company and two sense. I know sometimes it doesn't make sense and I might have wrong information about something, but that's a two way street. Everyone has quirks and everyone talks out of their ass every once n a while. So, in my very fragile and angry state, I've ( Read more... )

I am starting to feel extremely under appreciated and ignored. I don't know what to do.

When I do something nice it gets overlooked when I say the wrong thing in any situation.

Maybe I'm just being too selfish.

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