Even if I can forgive and forget, because it's not about hurting anyone, I don't think I'll be able to open myself up to trust ever again to those who haven't already earned my trust. I just want to prevent hurting myself like I did this weekend, several years ago, and at other points in my life when I was crushed that my open heart was thrown away ( Read more... )

you suck.

This week last year was hectic too. How far things have changed since then, but I still feel as helpless and lonely (only in different sectors ( Read more... )

Really awful moment in class today ( Read more... )

How can you be angry at anything when it is this beautiful outside?

I am interested in knowing what kind of joy you get from living if you fear. I am specifically speaking of fearing the future, fearing God, and the one I am most guilty of, fearing the judgment of other people ( Read more... )

sooooo twice i've been forgotten by a therapist. i'm beginning to think there is a problem with me.

I suck, and pretty much don't qualify to be a teacher ( Read more... )

I lost my voice.

Aaaaaand my family officially ate ALL of those cookies. I need to make more before I see John ( Read more... )