hes kinda funny.

me: spaghetti is a carb?
him: one of the carbiest carbs that ever was a carb!

on repeat ( Read more... )

i am really sick of being so desperately poor.

it pretty much goes without saying
that i am always ALWAYS wrong.

"well it could have gone without saying but you dont seem to shut up!"

i still dont understand the role jealousy plays in my life and i suppose i never will. its something that doesnt usually affect me and then when it does...its a fucking mess ( Read more... )

ill admit that im afraid to talk about it ( Read more... )

last night was perfect. i dont see how i could have enjoyed myself more. i didnt drink much, just wasnt feeling up to it ( Read more... )

im thinking a lot today about expectations and how they progress naturally in a relationship. you meet someone and your expectations are minimal. you expect that they respect you, your space, your time, your things. but thats pretty much it: a basic, minimal respect. as you become closer to them and draw them further into your life you expect ( Read more... )

this is perfectly me right now ( Read more... )

i feel really ignored.
and that pretty much puts an end to it.

really. really. irritating.
if its such a fucking chore, dont even fucking bother. im certainly not going to any more.