damn haven't been on here in a wile...*sigh* been busy with finnals and graduateing...the cerimony is on sunday ^.^..things have been great i guess..but iv been havein some problems with sleeping...mabye i haven't noticed it before but i cleaned my room and rearanged my ferniture...my bed was before against the wall but then i moved it where the ( Read more... )

...today i feel odd again...*sigh*..im getting better at destiguishing it...i feel like i need to do something...ok i had it...damn..like im yurning to do something but don't know what...well mabye i do.... i keep on getting a burning disire to write something but don't know how to start...i wanna start on my FF story (Future Fang....not Final ( Read more... )

*sigh~~~* things are finnaly feelin good for once.... still getting used to the sufficating love of Link lol but other than that i feel great ^.^ YAY! Acen is comin up in a cupple weeks, schools just about out and not a word from mom...mabye she finnaly died...*crosses fingers* ...yes im cruel...sue me...now that i have a car i have a little more ( Read more... )

damn im being complicated again....well atleast now i can identify how i feel.  lately iv been feeling wierd around Link and i can't explain it...i feel like i want to avoid him but when im alone all i want to do is see him...i think im just not used to all this and especially in public....i feel like i need to distance myself from him to gather my ( Read more... )

ok y does life love to make me hurt.....ow..ow...*pain thrab in neck*...ok Wensday and Thursday i was suppost to have off and i was gunna work those days cuz i apperantly gramps dicided to throw every thing from my car on me 200 for the first insurace payment 180 for monthly payment and the tire needed to be changed which i just recently found out ( Read more... )

lol well today has been an odd yet enjoying day ^.^ for starters i finnaly got the guts to tell grams about me and Link and her reaction was lol odd she didn't really react she was just ok with it lol guess i should have expected that....im getting used to acting close in front of people but it still feels wierd lol....i feel kinda u fufilled again ( Read more... )

ok things r hell yessness right now...buuuut of course that little voice in my head is back telling me somethings gunna go wrong whether it be with me and Link or somewhere outside...i hate when i get like this i get so emotionaly ripped up that i kinda shut down and feel nothing....and no amount of music can fix it like it usually does when i feel ( Read more... )

*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* I LOVE THIS!!!!!! it just keeps getting better!!! today at the begging of school Link came in and out of nowhere and sat behind me and leaned on me back to back......00  it was acward...BUT I LOVED IT!!!! *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*! then after school he acctually came up and talked to me instead of sitting off to the side and ( Read more... )

LMFAO!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ACCTUALLY DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!??????? *rolls over in laughter* XXXXXXXXXDDDD!! ok ok i think im good.........*PFFFFFF* LMFAO!!! it started at the bus stop...he was listening to this song and showed my it was techno called party boy something and he was dancing to it...XD it looked like a russian shuffle without the arms ( Read more... )

*falls over* my GOD i had an odd yet fun weekend with a little disapointment...0o ok first i went to snow ball for the first time EVER!! Heather dragged me and at first it was wierd..well i thought i was gunna get a room with Maggie but i got a room instaed with Heather and crissy...not bad as long as i got my daily douse of music and angie was ( Read more... )