ok...im getting to the point where i think theres some unknown force out to get me...work was a bitch today..first i get elecrtacuted TWICE!!! cuz we had to change all the heat lamp lights to normal cuz its getting hotter out...the first time i was taking a light out and the bottum metal part detached from the glass of the light and the wires were ( Read more... )

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ok im not gettin any sleep tonight.....gyaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ok i had hoped maggie would tell Lloyd and he'ld talk with me at the busses...yep....didn't go that way....she didn't tell him and i felt bad cuz the whole day i  felt like i was ready to take it...but then he didn't say anything and i felt kinda bad...then i told shuuichi how i felt... ( Read more... )

*sigh* well things didn't go as planed...as usual...i was planning on haveing shuuichi tell him or help me tell him but...she ended up haveing probs of her own so i didn't want to give her more of a lode...turns out Gerry acted like a dick and called her fat and now she's gunna break up with him...she looked so dippresed...and the first thing that ( Read more... )

00...*SQUEEEEEEEEEE* i can't believe i found this song....I COULDN"T FIND IT BEFORE!!!! I LOOOOOOVE IT!!!!!...oh and btw its FF X-2 Opening theme...i loooooove the piano in it...GOD i love to sing with it ^.^...lol and on another note i feel...good....for once specially after a weekend of work...lol..*sigh* and iv dicided tomm ill let shuuichi tell ( Read more... )

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! Y CAN'T I GET THE GUTS TO TEL HIMMMMMMMMM!!! ....lol today in studio 1 of the girls asked me if i had a crush. i said yes....yeah bad idea...kinda...for most of the hour they where tryin to guess him. it didn't bother me ..actually it felt good to tell someone...but yeah she finnaly figured it out...(10 days later lol) and ( Read more... )

well today was....eventfull...lets see work was exausting, i killed a puppy,and iv been dizy all day....yeah sounds craptastic don't it!!! i can't believe out of how long iv worked there that i would be such a dumb ass...poor Angel...i diserve to get my hands bit off because of that...my boss specifically asked me to go down after break to turn off ( Read more... )

^.^ ah life is goooooood. today i got to have fun in the mud at work...lol yeah i sound like a little kid but who the hell cares....I LOVE THE WAY IT FEELS YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! lol even though it grosses natalie out...she's the chick i work with. lol now the only thing missin is a good guy. *sigh* i feel sry for Lloyd...and yet i could smack him at ( Read more... )

HAH! BACK....IN BLACK!!!...or not. lol. yep finnaly got on after how long.....yeah been i suclusion and alot of shit has gone down but strangely....I FEEL LIKE SINGING!!!! who know cruel reality could be just the thing i needed to finnaly break free of my moms hold on my heart and mind. i thought for awile about it....and i finnaly smacked myself ( Read more... )

yeah .....gramps always seems to find ways to piss me off....DAMN RACISTED PRICK!!!.....i want to just bite his fat head off.....oh how satisfying that would be.*sigh* and i feel so uneasy and empty....