Rough...

[soul8ista]

Is what i would call the first half of the year and it does not get any easier... I think last night i had an anxiety attack. I think so not to sure. I could not breathe, my chest grew tight.. i felt i was screaming on the inside.. but i could not cry.. Rage was overcoming me.. and i had a splitting headache. And the last sensation i had was i was

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[rins_revenge]

woman, any time you need to talk or want to come out for fresh air, just call me. hope i can also be there for you in a small way like how you have been here for me. the rollercoaster emotions will continue if you don't silence your heart. i know it's hard. but during quieter moments, sit down and reflect what will really appease/gratify you - not in the immediate aftermath, but the long-term. what solution will help you heal? finding the answer(s) is not easy, but what's also important is not to be too hard on yourself during the process.

i believe asking "why" is not really crucial as things have already happened. start by perhaps asking "how" and "what" from this point onwards, and work within your limitations. because, really, some things are just beyond our control.

call me when you are ready, ok. we can come out and talk...

[soul8ista]

Hi woman,

Think i was still not over the anger when i wrote that not sure if i still am.. But i do feel lost as to what to do..

Ya let's meet but next week or something..

Thanks.

[p4pandemonium]

hey woman, are you OK?

[soul8ista]

Hey woman.. am ok thanks..