I'm in Ireland now, and it's beautiful, and green and the kids get to run free without any worry. They are laid back and like to chat..and they drink too much coffee, and eat too many sweets, and the houses are beautiful, all wood, and high ceilings, and the largest windows you've ever seen. The sweets are the sweetest, and the kids speak like tiny ( Read more... )

( I leave for Ireland in eight days )

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There once was a girl who had a pretty good idea of who she was. She was a girl who let the people she loved make her doubt herself. On her own she was sure, so sure of everything ( Read more... )

I have uncharacteristically denied myself the right to feel. For the last ten months I have burried every emotion as far down as I could ever possibly dig, and now someone I never thought would really impact me, has shaken me awake. "You know the why, now figure out the how." I am at the point where I am so afraid of thinking because I just don't ( Read more... )

Barbequed hot dogs and Rum..thank God I found a way to end the night on a good note ( Read more... )

You are my big. You have fucked me, fucked me up, and fucked me over. You have broken me in places I was not sure existed, and yet I love you beyond a shadow of a doubt. You haven't always been romantic and you haven't always kept your word, and sometimes you just can't seem to understand the very valid points I make. You don't care about my ( Read more... )

Today: work 12-5 :0( Picking up leaves with Jordan. Applebees with Laura and Ry? Finish my book ( Read more... )

I have been so miserable these past few days..really yesterday started it, but I can feel the misery extending through the whole weekend. I hate my job,and I hate school..ssooo much. I have a paper, a reading log, and two observations due in less than a week. I wish procrastination was not my greatest vice. Nothing major is wrong except that I can' ( Read more... )